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a spiral labyrinth (of your love)
wet labyrinth kiss
ecstasy sweet o divine birth of love surreal i feel the warmth of sunshine upon my skin
& nocturne absinthe i taste upon your lips as the moonlight ushers in
close your eyes my love & ill kiss you
gently to caress your rose petal lips with mine
my head feels light & dreamy as euphoria floods my veins
utopian skies shine until eternity as you bat your eyelashes
twin eyes of aqueous glamour fill my heart with awestruck matrimony
i am encased within the depths of bliss
a spiral labyrinth of your love surrounds me
staircased delirium & starry-eyed wonder holds me in this moment sublime
i awake from immaculate dreams of american beauty
& feel your precious body perfectly intertwined with mine
mesmerized by a perfected sense of reality i vow to hold you
to protect you to love you to be the man for years you have dreamed

'neath autumnal skies eclipsing
see the wind pass through the trees
dissipate into the hollow & drift away with the breeze
dreams wash o'er me as nocturne lunar tides gravitate me to you
desirous i am to lie beside you 'neath autumnal skies eclipsing
kisses sweet & deep resonate our purest emotions without a word
delirious smiles exchanged as faded leaves shiver upon skeletons trees
our lips caress slow & with passion o hidden seckrets held in darkness
your eyes are all i see your heart beats in parallel unison with mine
our fingers timid & tragick we are two young lovers
too afraid to give in too afraid to give up
my soul resonates with bliss my heart exceedingly overjoyed
such solace is a distant stranger but a welcomed friend

delirium
ill sing a lullaby if itll make you fall in love with me
tonight ill watch your eyes caress my beauty if itll make you smile
in the darkness out in the cold faraway in the shadows you came to me
oh the endless waking sorrow falls away when i feel your heart on mine
i collapse upon my pillowcase & in those seconds i smell your fragrance
your tongue embraces mine i taste your kiss & make it last forever
lips of silk & legs of glass i await your temptation fix
the fate rests in your eyes inside your blue iris heaven rests
dear nicole elizabeth the world stops in the moment our gaze connects
luminous rays of the sun you hold inside your surreal pandemonium
the weight of the world is lifted & for one second i feel alive
shivers descend upon my spine i clamour at the thought of your touch
the most immaculate delirium i attribute to my fixation of you
while in your serene embrace i find no other adaquate
apart from your soul of angelic encounter i find myself longing
...for yet one more kiss from the most beautiful girl in my world

the day before the day today pt. 1
she drew a halo around my heart as a smile caressed our lips
a velourium of candid emotion bewitched us both
silent we stood miles apart holding unto the voyage of stars
that exploded within our hearts
autumnal angel bright eyes o darling angel speak to me
awaken my soul this dead & dreary night of hollow eyes
im painting my sheets with bloody tears im drenched in decay & lacerations
lonely anguish i falter in my shortcomings i examine my every deed
& question their intent i am so scared to let go so scared to move forward
so scared to know whats going on with this life i have before me...
the day before the day today...

my little beauty queen
her lips & her fingers & her luminousity...all for me, all for me...
i close my eyes & weep, i close my eyes & sleep...
i await your labyrinth of smiles
& your voice slips into my skin like golden sunshine...
& its only a second away but feels like eternal...
hollow eyes with a hole in my heart...
my heart feels black when youre far away from me...
i miss you my little beauty queen

& it turns over again in my mind all the little things you do
& its in all the little things youll do again...
a dozen silk flowers blooming like the fourth of july...
& its all because you kissed me, its all because she kissed me...
& ive never been so sober & ive never seen the light shine
in your eyes like the day i met you...
the day i met you a tiny piece of my heart was reborn...
& then i awoke from a dream within a dream...
next to your gentle sleeping smile
i miss you over & over & over again my little beauty queen

my little beauty queen sleep sweetly
& dream a dream for me
o pretty baby o little angel please smile