to c- 2007

*bright eyes (bleu velorium)*
under the birth of one thousand nebulas
under the birth of one thousand stars
far beyond the reaches of celestial glamour
her angelic beauty mesmerize my soul
o how i dissolve evanescently into the brilliance of her gaze
two gentle orbs of vibrant bleu velorium i can scarcely breathe a word to you
an aquatic reverie of miraculous beauty her eyes are an oceanic wonder
a gentle rose petal caress of her glance ushers me unto smooth labyrinths of hypnotic design
how I view the sanctimonious exterior of this graceful faerie i swoon within a stream of heavenly bliss!
o her eyes assail my soul a looking glass into a perfect afterlife within utopias gates
o her victorian smile a ripple of splendour- a silken dream of serenity
how sweetly ivory moonbeams caress her snow white skin o’er this endless night
her smiles make me shiver her crimson lips glimmer in the pale silver afterlight
eventide lustre & celestial beams adorn her precious nest of silken brunette fibres
an aura surrounds her alabaster face as the radiance of the albescent moon
her bright eyes a sea of bliss a star-studded matrimony of glamour & light
utopian landscapes rival starry-eyed wonder euphoria encompasses my entire
being she is the centre of the surrealist emotions that stir within my heart
darling daughter of heaven in my every notion you appear every rush of blood
through my veins thou art there in awe i kneel before you-bedazzled & speechless
behind the silver orbed wonder she was born o heaven & placed upon mortal sands
in a heartbeat my spirit desires only for the caress of your silken lips
in a breath my body craves only for the seduction of your warm embrace
where art you this night my love? rapture unto my side & euphoria will own a name
carrie sweet beloved carrie beautiful angel now & forevermore to be

one thousand i love yous post it notes & sweet butterfly kisses
one thousand i love yous post it notes & sweet butterfly kisses
you are my darling angel reincarnate my soul resurrect my broken wings
you are my glamour you are my solitary muse of beauty upon this earth
i breathe and bleed for you how sweetly i carve your name within my heart
the blood is all i have to show for you devotion upon a cross & a crown of thorns
o saviour redeemer i am the lamb of god i would sacrifice my soul my all for you
if ever me you are to be never let me go for this sorrow i bare now would leave me dead
o summertime beauty sweetheart of mine where are you sleeping?
ill find you in slumber & romance you in your dreams
(oh for one kiss a caress of your fingers upon my lips)
until then one thousand i love yous will have to do
all the voices of love painted upon bullets & flies & all that evades my grasp
tigerlilies blooming in the fields of green variance collapse with me
in death my love invigorate me in the spirit of life ive grown cold so out of touch
i will hold you close my ghost i will replay it all again in my head dreaming and dreaming
over again hoping someday youll love me that youll be loving me if only for one day <3

carrie pt.1 (romantic memoirs painted by a sea of blood)
in the beauty of the darkness i see your face in my dreams
angels sing me to sleep may they call me unto the arms of her slumber
pray i to rapture unto her side tis night (thou art my archangel my beloved)
delicate streams of tears escape my eyes as my every breath longs for you
delicate streams of tears escape her eyes as she lies restless blotted mascara
she hides her tears from the night the pillowcase moist & laden with tears
why must we two lovers cry apart from each others arms why must our hearts ache so?
and all i can do as i rise & when i awake i view pictures of her upon my mind
i call upon memories & cordial smiles crimson lips that allure her eyes hypnotic windows
portraits suspended in space & time i see her sweet cherubim face & all the radiance
& glamour she possesses within i swear the sun emanates all the light in her beautiful soul
i long to swoon within her endeavours to drink the smooth rich desires i berth
condemn my every breath apart from her breast i long for her lips this wicked night
under the raven black skies i long for her evermore if only for a moment if only an embrace
without my love my heart beats no more with out your side darling angel save me
take me to your utopian sands i want to hide inside the labyrinth of life & joy with you
sadness overwhelms every night we are apart for ever day i descend another six feet
oh gone with the sin my baby

opium dreams
...close your eyes & fall into sleep my darling baby
in dreams of slumber you sleep so sweetly & as i awake
my eyes flutter open hazel eyes searching for yours
i find comfort in the arms of sleep yet i feel so numb
i am drowning in the poetic serenity & the absolute wastelessness of adoration
i drink in the sunshine but i don’t feel its warmth upon my skin
i am damaged give me something at all so i awake from this living hell
i await for you graceful touch to soothe me & i pray to wait for eternity
you are all i desire if only in reality you are opium dreams

carrie pt. 2
beautiful bleu velvet eyes of the smoothest colour
intoxicating her gaze draws me near i long to kiss her silk lips
to drench myself in the soft allure of her fragrance to embrace her
& whisper beautiful words into her ear
i long to intertwine my fingers with her to lie there next to each other
looking deep into each others eyes exploring each others souls
my baby is so beautiful so radiant the portrait of ecstasy e’er man envies & adores
my darling has the dreamiest eyes the most delicate smile of adoration
when she laughs the birds echo their own innocuous praise in return
her footsteps the creation of perfected gardens of tranquil roses
scarcely can i believe that my baby is betrothed unto another
with whom she bore a daughter & a life they cultivate together
o never to know the joy of your lips to never give birth to those emotions i so long
never to enjoy the depth of devotion ive wanted to bestow upon her
in silence i am languid out of touch hoping not to fall (in love with her)

tragick romance (birthed in an hour of irrevocable circumstance)
in loving kindness i cherish your sweet memories
(tragick romance birthed in an hour of irrevocable circumstance & horror)
o tears of anguish that separate me from you darling angel
i adore the life that flows about your veins i adore all the qualities of your blessed spirit
you are the incarnation of beauty for whom the sun shines you illumine me
you instill within me a spirit of light & destiny
torn my heart bleeds for your solitary touch for your rose petal lips to meet mine
my heart pulses racing as illusions of our fabled love i indulge you gravitate me
(terrestrial passing & lunar attraction) the romeo & juliet complex have we
baby in a headstrong age of descent you mirror the anterior cingulum o vivacious delirium
our fingers traverse each others faces in tender tranquility we embrace
our lips softly caress inside your lucidic eyes of the bluest velorium
my spirit blooms within your archaic smile (cupid draws upon your intrigue & mine
exchange the dark night breeze with an evening passing the devil inside you & i binds our
spirits together)

alas my love (we’ll meet again...)
in the quiet of the hollow in the requiem of the shadows
illustrious visions of your eternal smiles bejewel this black empire
endearing brilliance of omnipresent light you glimmer & sparkle as a birthing of new starlight
your silver tears trail down my face weep no more my beauty queen of sweetest dreams
rapture my mind envelope my soul with your surreal eyes of utopian nature
the depths of romantik endeavour of romantik delirium i so tread
emotions run as deepest oceans as my heart beats only for you for you my sweet love
your song is one of redemptive notions mine is of everlasting kisses
& an eternal pandemonium as we touch
(butterflies escape my stomach as i search for the words of grace to bless you with)
with candid elocution i long to pour out my soul to you my speech i stammer
& all i can do is to revive my sanity with your love
starlight is coming the eventide stairway let us sails into the arms of tomorrow with
hope faith & love to guide us home
i seek your face i seek your love

alas my love (a long guilty night imbibing in sophistry & rose red wine...)
...i await for the close of winter to dry my own tears & yours
to waltz into the smooth ebony evenings of summertime
with a song of love in our hearts
the current draws me deeper inside your heart
further than i ever dreamed of being
rose red wine & loving faerie tales placed upon a shelf
proposed adaptations of love illusions trailing upon the winter gaze
lanterns of mercy & salutations blessed with lipstick & ivory matrimony
two closed lips she held my hand in her mind i slipped back inside my mothers womb
warm milk black holes bloody hands the knife of lust
calloused hands & a perfumed harlotry of words
i loved every second of it blessed endeavours a taut smile
& a line of cocaine-opiate emotions hidden inside the teeth of my smile
the birth of a curse the birth of the new moon full moon closed eyes slumber of angels
chestnut haired aquatic eyed cherubim bless our newfound dreams of candour
a serpent tongue of lightning the caress of your nimble fingers i am rebourne
a long guilty night
sophistry
sexual emancipations
i long to love you baby bleu eyes

welcome my love
welcome my love to the close of lacklustre & lonely nights
the end of tearless misery & the thorny killing fields of love
i am the eventide moon glorious i am the incantation of adoration
i am withdrawn vessel of charisma & utopian dreams for you
o for you darling o my baby…

those pretty eyes bathed in mascara dark
o snow white skin seeped in blush wine crimson lips invitation
death stalks my mistress this shadowed eve of divine
i leave the blood of her youth upon my soft lips
o for you darling o my baby…

i awake to the sound of her childs heart beating
my raven eyes flutter at the gasp of my lovers nightmares
caressed in the shadows of silence roused by the inflammation of lust
[my daughter] awakes to my languid whispers seduction by the darkness in her heart
o for you darling o my baby…

wicked desires for you o archaic angel of damnation & flesh
bewitch me & isolate me within your strong maelstrom of desire
dark sexuality hedonistic travesty & unholy synergy
i long to take a hold of your porcelain skin to romance your spirit until the edge of death
o for you darling o my baby…

delirium
i never knew the pulse the pound
the scent of your delirium
how you contort wars & walls
ill be your romeo flee the castle
we’ll paint the town with blood red lust

sweetest kisses velourium
cool summer breeze in your eyes
a warm spring reflection in your eventide embrace
unto the seas of your grace my soul surrenders
awaken the life in me girl

o glorious skies transcend now from your aquatic eyes
i see the light of gods angels emanate from your silken glamour
in your embrace the world is a sanctuary of beauty
in your embrace the world is now as it is said to be

& as we caressed cupid whispered in my ear and called your name
endeared my soul and lit my flame
o sweet child divine tonight let for us the beauty of our passion bloom
trace the lines of my face & like a wild fire slowly my world consume

in the quiet my heart shall swoon beyond reality behind my darkened eyes
evanescent smiles bloom only for you darling & i show no one
sweetest kisses velourium i save only for you only for you baby
& i tell no one

of harmonium crimson velour
ne’er have mine eyes seen such beauty
ne’er have mine heart beheld such love
ne’er have mine soul yearned
& yet before you i stand in awe
tenderness in the solitary bat of your baby bleu eyes
your silken lips caress my mind like the satin petals of a rose
sweet rose blossom i long for your lips upon mine
a slow sensual embrace of harmonium crimson velour & absolute desire
you colour my soul the with the depths of passionate desire & eternal destiny i pray

beautiful dream
it was a beautiful dream in a different world
where i brought you a rose and my heart dripping with love
& kissed your cheek and i awoke with a tear in my eye
tis only a dream yet a smile you’ve inspired
soft beating of my heart if only i had found you
on a beautiful day in a different world

romance prose
“And lo, what would be a rose without her thorns merely a quest for love without her field of briars, though thorns may pierce my skin & sweat befall my brow how sweet remorse, in her oceanic eyes redemption lies.”