Sunday, January 27, 2008

to c- 2002

Midnight Star Twinkling In The Eve(July 19 02)
I can’t stop thinking about you,
About how you are so beautiful.
Sweet and kind is what you are,
You’ll always be my brightest star.
I see the sunlight coming down,
Your voice alone, the most beautiful sound.
Thoughts are racing, so much inside,
I want your love in my heart to hide.

Every time you smile at me,
I think of how happy we’ll be,
When I can look into those eyes,
And tell you my life for yours I’d sacrifice.

It seems so strange this came to be,
And someday soon with me you’ll be.
I will love you more than I’ve loved any other,
You will be my darling, my love forever.
Heaven is shining every time you smile,
To see your face I’d walk hundreds of miles.
Your eyes gleam like the most beautiful star,
Memories of you come and you’re not too far (away.)

I miss you every moment you’re away,
Always and forever in my heart you’ll stay.
Every day without you isn’t worth living,
But every moment with you is worth re-living.
You bring a sense of peace to my soul,
I want you in my heart and arms to hold.
Even in the early morning’s dawning light,
I desire to see the most beautiful sight,
To look deep into your eyes of green,
And to find in you everything I need.

a dream without passing (together under light’s first breath)(aug 4 2002)
drinking in thoughts through my ear
soothing voice of you i hear
drifting off into my world
of my one and only girl
so happy when with you i’ll be
we’ll swim off into the crystal sea
all day long i’ll see your face
and your sweet kisses i will taste

my hands will hold yours tight
i will stay forever in sight
i know what life is without you
everything is nothing and lies are true
i need you now for the rest of my life
to guard and protect you through the night
from now until that day of death
my love for you is my every breath

i cannot breathe without you, won’t even try
without you there is nothing, there is no life
so all i want is your love
because you’re all that i dream of
every single minute of every single day
i try to stay here but i slip away
never seems i’m present, always with you
don’t deserve a girl so beautiful

running and running to the edge of time
a place alone with you i’ll find
where time stands still and you are mine
and in my heart your love lies
how i desire for that day to come
to wake up together under the sun
to stare up at the stars together
to love and live with you forever
i want to stare into your eyes
and in you arms i want to die
looking up into your eyes of green
to recall all your beauty i’ve seen
you are my all and my everything
and for your love i’d do anything
the moon is yours, the stars are too
anything to get lost in you

all that i need is to be with you
to rest in the beauty inside of you
i want to drown in all of your love
beautiful star fallen from above
you’ve given me my hope and life
and for forever your face is in sight
staring down into this face i’m sure
a life of love and beauty is of yours

angel from above(july 20/21 02)
half past eleven lying down
pondering this love i’ve found
thoughts drift slowly, i fall asleep
in dreams of you this night i keep
shining moon looks down from above
as i dream of this girl i desire to love
wandering through time and space
to find the beauty of her face
slowly swaying in an unconscious way
i need you more and more every day

quarter till the midnight stroke
your lips so precious, words you spoke
illumination of the light falling down
on grass and tree, the half-lit grown
when i sleep i stay awake
hoping for your love to take
there’s all that beauty inside of you
shining thru your eyes, you’re beautiful
delighted now for the turn of events
to see this angel, who is heaven-sent

magical hour of twelve o clock
lying awake busy in thought
when away has passed the day
i journey to you, that place i stay
traverse of the night both near and far
following the light from the brightest star
she leads me to that quiet place
awe i stand in the beauty of her face

she’s an angel, fallen from above
all i need is her unfailing love
we will hold hands for eternity
cuz with her i got no other need
sleep now i will till day shines
love her until the edge of time
up in the sky flying in the night
so beautiful is her glow tonight

angelwingswhisper(aug282002)
i feel like i’ve got a disease
something inside me that i cannot see
all that i can think of is you
that girl i knew so beautiful
i would do anything to hold you tight
to give you my love my all tonight
so lonely hoping you’ll call again
i need you darling my godsend

i can see your angel wings
as i hear your voice sing
high above stars in the sky
i watch for you till the day i die

i feel as if i’ve lost you so quickly
it’s not the fault of you but all me
how could i be so selfish so thoughtless
as if to care of nothing a lack of interest
where have you gone now back up to heaven
your face i miss in this hour of eleven
dreams tonight i’ll keep of you i will
in the darkness the moon on my windowsill

cloudy thoughts of illusion and love
in my heart you are a part of
growing old every minute you’re not found
in my heart i scream and cry without a sound
my mind has died and inside i’ve become dull
to see you once more i’d sell my soul
stars shimmer in the night sky above
as the candle lit inside is of love

burning bright yet it fades slowly
please don’t you disown me
would my face you recognize if it you saw
or would you curse and beat me as a dog
i want you to be by my side
to live in my heart inside
i cry as nighttime shadows darken me
tearstaind face inside lost of beauty

Dream of You I Will(Aug 8 02)
Tossing and turning in my sleep
This life I lead is clouded in misery
Sunken into my own world so deep
Lost in the storm for eternity
A peace calms the troubled waters
The winds wind down ever slowly
Calm and lucid I drift now forever
In the arms of a love that controls me
Quiet rays of light touch my head
A voice calls out from the sea
I lay breathing uncertain should be dead
It is you that appears next to me

Dreams come soothing. a warm comfort
All you are is all I long for
Nighttime I sail upon fallen seas
It is only you that leads me

Crystal beams illuminate your face
The brilliance of the angel now
You fallen from heaven out of space
Down to me time has allowed
Golden blonde hair so soft silky
Your eyes so green so captivating
Your fingers trace the hands of mine
Your lips now so inviting

Saved my life from the ruin it deserved
Got swept away when your eyes met mine
You so perfect with that quiet allure
When I’m with you how still stands time
Wish I could go back with you to your world
Wish that you could love me how I do
If only you could take my hand be my girl
How my love would touch the heart of you

Into A Trance…(aug.02.02)
And as the moon rises above the trees,
In this trance come thoughts of these,
Lost in a world that is so beautiful,
Caught up in the beauty of you.
Feels like I’ve fallen under your control,
Like I’ve given up my spirit, my soul.
Under your spell as I look into your eyes,
All that you are has given me wings to fly,
The sky stretched out above my head,
You’ve breathed life into this life dead.

The night flows on as a quiet stream,
As I drift through this wonderful dream,
The moonlight is all that lights your face,
As I touch your hair, your skin of lace.

You take my breath away, every second with you,
Nothing is more right, no feeling more beautiful,
I can’t assume I can define the word love,
I just know that I found the face beauty of,
Emerald eyes are all that I desire to see,
I’d watch them for the rest of eternity,
Every second of my life, your face is there,
The only girl that I want to love, for to care,
A season of heaven is here, my every breath,
A love for you until nothing more is left.
So beautiful, inside and out, so amazed I am,
Feelings I’ve got for you, you’ll never understand,
I want you so much more than anything before,
Want you in my life for eternity and forevermore.
The beauty of the stars pale compared to you,
There is nothing, no one who is more beautiful,
I love how I feel when we are together,
I want to love you forever and ever.
I’m drenched in silver moonlight from above,
And my heart inside is drowning in this love.

Thought never again that I would feel love,
It was then that you fell down from above,
Gazing at such grace and beauty I’ve never seen,
My life transformed into something it’s never been.
Shooting star streaks through the black of night,
I wish for your love in my heart to light.
You are all that I hope for in this life of mine,
While with you, everything in the world is fine,
Your fingers of love touch my heart so magically,
As I drift away with you in the quiet of the eve.

Melody Maker of My Heart(July 29 02)
A song in the heart of a boy
Who for that girl is filled with joy
Everlasting comfort to fill up my soul
A feeling down inside can’t now control
You’ve changed my eyes so I can see
Into the eyes so green of your beauty
Can’t get your face out of my mind
It’s all I live for, for you to be mine
Chaotic frenzy of my heart and soul
Every day a longing for you to hold
Thoughts racing, my heart restored
A life living, your heart for

These songs flowing through my veins
Everyday so wonderful since you came

You fill my heart
With feelings of love never to part
So lend a smile, happy eyes
Inside my heart is where you lie
You sing the songs to me
In ease I lie for eternity

The sky is scattered of golden light
All is reflected in beautiful sunlight
You are the most precious wonder
And I would hold your hand forever
You are all that I’ve ever needed
A life with you is a life succeed
Embers of light fall from above
All I desire is your love
I want you so bad, I need you so
I pray to God never to let you go
Every single day you lie in my thoughts
This girl I need, forever in my heart caught

You fill my heart
With all the songs my heart sings
You are my world
You are my everything

*mostbeautifulstar*(july21.02)
i place you higher than the stars
and how i wonder what you are
i’ll hold your hand for eternity
and forevermore with me you’ll be
this love inside is burning bright
i see your face it gives me sight
up above the world so high
feelings of love, i fly in the sky
you’ve lit my world, lit my desire
spreading quickly, this love, a fire
burning, burning from within my soul
i need this girl to love and hold
twinkling star shining in the eve
too much beauty for me to see
above the world i now look down
we’re up in the sky, above the ground

Steal Away With Me(August 18 2002)
i see the first star twinkling at eve
how i long to see your face tonite
i could love you for the rest of time
if only you would be mine
the moon shimmers of silver light
the skies are scattered with stars
the faceless creator sits up above
so thankful i am he created you
because without you nothing is beautiful

come with me through the night
the endless night of just you and me
so come and steal away with me

i love to look across the water
as the moon shines down on it
it all is like a beautiful portrait
so perfect just like you are for me
so lets forget about the world around
and just steal away in the night

hand and hand we will roam through the dark
never to return again or to turn back
i would give up the world
if only i could have your love
all i live for is to be with you again
the sun rises over the mountains into the sky
another day comes and in your arms i can fly

when the season became forever…(july 30 02)
my thoughts go around on the carousel
my heart here again with emotion to sell
you are all that fills up my mind
in you all i need i find
something happened when i first saw you
i fell captive became entranced in your beauty

now i can never walk away
now i can never go away
once i’ve tasted of purity
i will stay for all eternity

heartbeat fast you looked into my eyes
couldn’t leave if i wanted i realize
and then you opened your mouth to talk
i knew in my heart your love i’d lock
patience is so hard when the only season
of my heart is you

light of day i desire to see you again
where is my girl my love my friend
the storybooks were written so very long ago
but you were always the one i would never let go
when your kiss meets my lips i will
when my hands reach yours i will
when we embrace i will
cherish your heart with my love to fill

Where The Beauty Lies(July 17 02)
Sitting now in that place in my mind,
Which to me is so hard is so hard to find.
Standing here looking into your eyes,
Into that world where the beauty lies.
Words are echoed some near, some far,
The voice is calling of you, my star.
Thinking every night of that very first day,
I saw your beauty and it took my breath away.
She stands among clouds in the space of time,
A girl like her is so hard to find.
So beautiful in mind, body, and soul,
How I long for you in my heart so cold.
Day closes now and the sun sets again,
I’d do anything to have you as my best friend.
The sky stretched out with stars above,
Twinkling brightly as I wish for your love.

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