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sea of tranquility mare tranquillitatis 14sept 14
sweet voice soul deep inside
sleep sweet peace to you i pray
how i wish upon a face so fair
of lips ive naught touched
eyes ive naught wondered upon
or skin my fingers naught have yet grazed
you transfix my mind pierce my heart
tonite i lie here with the pieces of you inside
your warm spirit with me to yield the cold

AmericanNightOnParadisesShore 30oct 30
soft parade of lights and colours tonight
drifting off into the clouds of an american night
deep sleep dreams of slumber lucid yet surreal
canvas of a hallowed moon eclipsed behind the dark veil
precious angel here she waits by my side brings me kisses sweet
under a dark ocean of sky i drift off into her world so deep
candy sweet kisses taken away am i taken away breath of mine
her exterior lined with rose petals and lilac of lace
beautiful her smile serene those eyes upon her wonderous face
fingertips graze my skin pierces my flesh down to my core
she brings me she takes me back to where she resides-on paradises shore...

ELECTR1C 01

electric current.running through my veins.
shock to the system.from the core into the brain.
space.sound.colours pulse with every beat of my heart.
adrenaline flows from the source.as she touches i fall apart.
sensory disruption.euphoric images on which i dwell.
digitial dreams.her smile i gaze without eyes to tell.

electric. electric. her love is a fire.
burning. im buring. high with dread and desire.
electric. electric. her love is a fire.
burning. im burning. ill never put out the fire.

live wire.she sparks emotion to my hollow soul.
a heart she has so warm.precious hands to heal mine cold.
cognitive distortions.i cant keep my thoughts together.my words.
all vision runs together.heart seems broken somehow it hurts.
pining for love.for someone to care.give me that black sheep.
inside my arms ill treat her with the care she deserves
ill love her deep.

window::pane01 nov 01


i can see you through the windowpane.
i feel you hurt and i know the stain.(pain.)
never forward. going back.
seems each day just was as the last.
i see your tears running down your face.
mascara streams. salty tears you can taste.
sweaty palms now clenched fists.
beauty queen encaged she feels never missed.
youd never know the hurt unless you took the time.
to look into those sad eyes and beyond the usual fine.
shes daddys girl.she makes the class laugh.
but inside she cant tell how long this will last.
see the time is ticking.she lost inside.
dear god let me help this girl before she dies.
i hold her in my arms.is this the last kiss?
i want her to feel my love.id die with her to miss.
and as these tears cant be held back anymore.
i feel as if ive lost my only friend to death’s door.
she wont let me in.im looking in from the outside.
praying that the angels will watch her tonite inside.
please dont let her hurt herself.take away her pain.
do this for me and i will ask for not another thing.
the tears coming harder now time to shut the door.
cant help but wonder what is to happen to this girl i adore.
its ripping a hole in my heart.it pierces my veins.
god i would do anything to take away her pain.
if i didn’t care i sure as hell wouldnt cry.
im just waiting.hoping. for some sort of reply.
i dont care if she thinks im a baby.maybe i am.
but this boy will cry night after night after night.
until he can sleep the night without wondering if
she slipped off through heaven’s gates tonight.