to a- 2003

Angel In The Heavens(Dec 10 2002)
The stars still twinkle
The way they used to before
Glimmering in the heavens
As I walk through the door
The light that calls me
Shines bright and clear
Cannot resist this peace
That I've longed for, for years

Angel, Angel in the Heavens
Do you think you could wait for me?
Angel, Angel in the Heavens
Through the skies to break free

Flying high through the heavens
And still I am waiting for you
This world of your that I believe in
Deep peace I find is so beautiful
Through the darkness towards the light
Searching in the darkest shadows
Now embraced by you tonight
I know that you are waiting

Baby Blue Eyes Look Into Mine(June 12 02)
Midnight blue slumber tonight
Join me in light fantasy of flight
We’ll fly across the sky until dawn
And to me you can sing your song
I know you sing so beautifully
So sing your songs unto me
Every night I can hear your voice
Singing sweetly, my heart will rejoice

Baby blue eyes look into mine
Please tell me you’ve got the time
I’ll be thinking of you when you leave
Because you fill me with love and peace

Falling asleep in the thought of you
No one else is more beautiful
I lose my words when you’re in view
Don’t know how to live without you
You look like an angel right out of heaven
Let us fly forever staying out past eleven
You are the best thing that happened to me
No one more right except you for me

Baby blue eyes look into mine
Please tell me you’ve got the time
I’ll be thinking of you when you leave
Because you fill me with love and peace

Did you know that I’ll be dreaming
Of you when I’m sleeping?
It takes so long to fall asleep
When I do, your company I keep
I love it when you give me a smile
Feelings inside like a little child
I hope you don’t mind if I’m in love with you
Cuz it happened when I met you…

Beyond The Stars(May 2 2003)
As I gaze out into the darkness
I see a moon of white enthroned on high
Around the moon a million stars are gathered
Spreading their light as they glimmer then fade
I would pull down each star for you
If it would bring a smile to your face
I would roam across the night sky
To find the most beautiful one
If it would mean the world to you
And I would take you back
To my world beyond the stars
If only you would let me love you girl

Elusive(June 6 2002)
So beautiful when I look in your eyes,
I love everything; it’s this I realize.
I’m falling, falling backwards,
Right into your world.
Could it be? You with me?
I don’t know-I’ll let it be.
You are a wonder that I need,
A glance, a stare-desire that I feed.

I can’t try and look away,
You’re amazing most every day.
A sea of stars, glassy wonders,
Mystic silence-it makes me wonder.
There is a door I must walk thru,
It’s too hard cuz he’s with you.
You don’t know what you’ve been missing,
Silent watcher of your life, my lesson.

Can’t shake off this desire,
Still spreading like a fire.
This burning in my heart,
Consumes me never to part.

My heart is in hand, waiting for you,
No one’s there, so faithful or true.
I love your eyes; I love your hair,
I love to sit her and stare.
This quest for you and for your love,
Sign of purity-you are the dove.
Holy God, up there in Heaven,
I need this girl, darling and blessing.

In my dreams, I guess for now,
Going crazy without you somehow.
My hands held tight holding my head,
Hearing your words, the things you said.
I don’t even know if you’re real,
I want your love to touch and feel.
I’ll sit here watching you go by,
The wings I’ve needed to start to fly.

So elusive, it’s driving me mad,
Living without you makes me so sad.
Silent heartache, you’re so beautiful,
Can’t get my mind off of you.
Days to pass and days to change,
Wanting love I can’t get seems to me strange.
But I’ll pursue you in my mind,
Until I run out of time.

Ember. Flicker. Shine.(25 May 2003)
As I fly into the night sky
I gently drift along the breeze
Yet lifted now on golden wings
Flying on the darkened, mystic seas
A distant voice so long ago
Is the only reflection that I have left
The earth falls away, it glows you see
A candle blown in the howling wind
Desolate sphere of dying breath
A lonely ember that burns alone
Still I am as just a wanderer
Face black in this collective void
And there you are your face you present
So far the distance lies between
Cannot reach your fleeting glance
Cannot reach your wandering eyes
I wish that you could here my song
That I could be as you are one
The scattered pieces of the pale light within
That scrapes inside my hollow chamber
You will not hear my failing cries
My feeling, my all, my crumpled form
Breathless I dwell in the depths
For only but an echo heard from you
How I wish the stars would burn
As bright as my love burns for you

Everlasting Wonder(13Feb2003)
Snowflakes drift from the high heavens
Pale blue skies now etched in white
And there she stands, as if an angel
To declare her beauty to the earth
Her voice is carried upon the breeze
Drifting her words to all who would hear
Of kindness and hope and honesty
A life testifies her unbroken will
I take her hands and look deep into
Those precious eyes which gleam of hope
And I become filled with her peace
No other was yet as she
So perfected and complete
A man of stone now turned to clay
Heart now refreshed and life renewed
All the worlds I've created
Cannot even bear to stand before her

Heaven’s Not Too Far Away(May 24 2002)
She sings like an angel,
She looks like a dove,
I wish I could have,
Some of her love.
Her beauty steals from the sun,
She stands out among everyone.
Her smile is like a breeze,
Welcome on a hot summer day-
Her laugh is just a reminder,
Heaven’s not too far away.

When I look into her eyes,
It’s impossible to look away,
I see a world so perfect,
And I think I want to stay.
She looks like a perfect sunset,
I’m so delighted that we met.
I’d like to know her better,
Than I already do.
Down deep she’s got this treasure,
A bright light shining of truth.

Here I stand at twilight, at eve,
I feel a calmness, I feel a peace,
She fills me with her purity,
I wish she could hold my hand and never leave.
Beautiful are the eyes I look into,
Right into the soul of you.
I could look upon you forever,
And never get bored thinking of you.
I could fill all our days ahead,
With this angel’s face so true.

You are the sweetest thing to this life,
Worth all the meaning in the world,
I’d like it if you would love me,
I’ll love you forever-you are my girl.
The sun has fallen, the moon will rise,
I see that spark I love in your eyes.
I would love to dance in the moonlight,
With the most beautiful girl I see.
Can hold back words, can’t hold back my love,
You’ll always be the treasure that I need.

image of You(June 26 02)
In a land so far away
It seems I have a place to stay
Inside your heart is where I want to be
And to stare into your eyes for eternity
Quiet moments of you in my mind
In that place so hard to find
Lost in all the images of you
There’s no one else so beautiful
I lie awake at night with my thoughts
Thinking of you and your heart I’ve sought

I love you (I love you)
I need you (I need you)
Until the end of time
Until I lose my mind

Seems like i saw you just the other day
We walked alone in the fading light of day
I searched your face for all that I need
My spirit soured within, I was redeemed
Staring into your eyes changes everything
The world is beautiful, in all that you bring
Through your eyes, I see deep into your soul
I want to reach out and have you to hold
My heart swells with this love for you
Nothing more to give but my love so true

Sharing laughter, I love to see you smiling
The joy in your heart makes my soul sing
Night after night it seems I fail to sleep
Because I’ve slipped into a dream so deep
Lost in all the wonder that you bring to me
The way you talk so beautifully
How many times can I say I love you?
How can I describe how you are beautiful?
I get so overwhelmed and lost in your eyes
And this song of my heart I can surmise

Oasis(June 23 2002.)
I am as a lonely sailor on the seas
Lost without your love to complete me.
So far from the shore, so disconnected
Towards you my heart alone is directed.
Floating in the ocean on my sinking boat
Your pretty face in mind, to see you is my hope.
All the memories I replay, sweet visions of you
Who dropped out of heaven and is so beautiful.
I can never forget what you mean to me
When I stranded in an ocean sinking…

You came and saved me
My island of safety
When I was drifting towards death
You gave me life, gave me breath

When I was given hate, you gave me love
You are my darling, angel, sent from above.
I see such life when I look into your eyes
A burning love within that you can’t hide.
I stand and wait and love you from afar
Night after night, I wishing for you on the first star
Endless sky, not a cloud in sight
I desire all your love and your light.
Warm sunshine, crystal waters meet my feet
Drowning again in a desire for love so deep.

Distant glimpse of a boat along the line of horizon
You are the only girl I’ve got my eyes on.
Your beauty shines like the light of the sun
You turn the pages of my heart cuz you’re the one.
At the dusk of day, sunshine’s finger lingers west
The moon rises, shadows fall, makes me wonder what’s next.

While I sleep, precious dreams of beautiful you I keep
My hand of rescue who pulled me from the deep.
You are my comfort, you are my peace, oasis, paradise,
In you everything is beautiful, you’re the perfect sunrise.

On The Crystal Sea(July0602)
Darling, let me wrap you up in my arms,
In that quiet place to keep you from harm,
And I know that when I look into your eyes,
Everything in the world is gonna be all right.
So stare off into forever with me,
We’ll sail off on the crystal sea.
Sunshine pours between clouds in the sky,
As I stand, my soul, my spirit flies.
Sunlight fades into sunsets of orange and pink,
Beneath waves of eve, the sun slowly sinks.
It’s night again, the starlight shines aglow,
A piece of Heaven silently starts to show,
I see your face in my mind, in my heart,
I’ll keep you there darling, never to part,
In a place locked up forever is your memory,
And someday soon your eyes will stare back at me.
So good, so good, to see you in my dreams,
You are my inspiration, my hope, shooting star it seems.
I pray that one day you’ll see me for who I am,
To see thru to my heart and really understand.
Dear God, I miss you, I pray you’ll never slip away,
And I hope that you’ll be there, waiting someday…

Sleepless Nights (June 12 2002)
Days pass and still I think of you,
And how you are adorable and beautiful.
I miss our talks and all the times,
When I gazed into your eyes to lose my mind.
Another night passes leaving me sleepless,
Another night thinking of my darling, my weakness.

I’ve fallen for those beautiful eyes,
But what I see beyond them makes me realize,
That your beauty goes deep into your soul,
And all the more I want you to have and to hold.
So forever I’ll be running after you,
Because in you I can see the Truth.

I look outside on these sleepless nights,
I see the stars and wish for you tonite.
Twinkling star stands alone in the sky,
And it makes me wonder why…

I can never hold you in my arms,
To hold you here away from harm?
Can’t get your face out of my head,
These dreams live on never to be dead.
Just another sleepless night but I slip away,
Into a world that’s not too faraway…

Where you are the definition of the word beauty,
And no one’s love but yours will set me free.
Living on the hope that someday you’ll see,
That it’s not him you need but me.
I’ll love you more than you could ever dream,
I’ll love your heart and soul and everything.

Goodnight darling, just rest your head,
May my words of love echo in your head.
I’d go through all the pain and misery,
Just to have you there next to me.
Tonite I’ll lock a vision of you in my thoughts,
Sailing on a crystal sea hoping to find what I’ve sought.

Sleepless nights, thinking of you,
Dreaming pure thoughts of your peace and love,
Rejecting lies inside, grabbing hold of truth,
Onto God’s most beautiful, one and only dove.

The treasure you are(28 Apr 03)
I’ve seen your face a thousand times before
Yet still I wait to see it once more
To look into your beautiful eyes
The deepest bleu of coloured skies
And as I breathe in of the air
I smell the sweetness of your hair
How I long for your sweet lips to kiss
A taste of pleasure to take a sip
I want your love to fill me inside
To get lost in your world, to get lost in your eyes
I love when your voice touches my ears
When you purge my heart of fears
There’s nothing that I can do
Can’t help that I’ve fallen for you
Gazing out into a world of stars
Pondering all the treasure you are

Until The Dew of Morning(June 23 02)
It would change my world
If you’d be my girl
I would love you forever
And there could never be another
You set my soul at ease
When my thoughts are these

Beautiful blue eyes-
Only a fool could look away
And where the beauty lies
Comes from you each day

Golden sun peaks out from the mountains
It’s reflection streaks thru the fountains
Days change and so do you
Evermore the beautiful
I’ll hold your hand and your heart
And give you my love never to part

You put a smile on my face when
The second our eyes meet again
I love it when I close my eyes
And feel like I can fly
I just get this way while with you
When the sun shines bright
And the sky is so blue
Blue skies fade, moonbeams are ahead
Angels watching over your precious head
Danger is so far away, my love is here
Rest your mind, your sweet breathing I hear
And as you lie, sleeping until morning’s dew
I’ll wait until sunrise to see your eyes so blue

utopia.(dec252002)
when i think about you
i go to that place
where everything i see is beautiful

words can't even describe
just the way i feel
a feeling of joy like i'm alive

i drink of the crystal water
and see where the mountains lie
i want to stay here forever

and i eat of the fruit of the tree
of knowledge of good and evil
and then it's your eyes i see

until i tasted of that tree
i never opened up my eyes
now i know the truth

you are so amazing, beautfiul
seems that i was blind before
so now i see you
with new eyes i breathe anew

[when i look into your eyes.][apr21.2003]
when i look into your eyes
i feel as though i could fly
you are an angel sent from above
such a beautiful girl of peace and love
how i love the way you smile
your quiet laugh, your perfect style
your sweet voice of your lips
the days of past i miss
i long to reach out and touch your hand
and say the words that you’ll understand
to bring to you each day a cheer
to let you know that i am near
i treasure you more than you’ll ever know
always been my desire to let it show
every night under the cold stars
wishing that you weren’t so far
heaven glimmers across the night sky
when i look into your eyes