May 4 2002
I woke up on Saturday morn,
I dreamt of you all nite long,
We took a trip into the sky,
You and me, we learned to fly.
Past today of doubts and fears,
Off into the yesteryears…
I’ve tried to,
To love you,
A life worth dying for.
Life has thrown a storm our way,
I won’t leave, I won’t walk away.
It’s so hard when I no longer pray,
Happiness has slipped to grey.
I need your love so we can be,
Forever together for eternity.
I wrestle with hate, it won’t leave,
I’ll try even though I can’t succeed.
I love you darling, why can’t you know,
That I’m running out of ways to show.
Thrown into this roundabout all the time,
I try to love even though I’m blind.
Happy when I see your face,
Love it while in your embrace.
Catch me girl before I fall,
And then can’t get up at all.
You are my noon, you are my sun,
Everyone fades cuz you’re the one.
All I Want Is You
April 10 02
I look up into the stars,
And I wonder how you are.
You left me hanging here,
Somewhere between doubt and fear.
You got me hooked on you darling,
I don’t know what to do about a thing.
Everywhere I turn, I see you,
And everytime I question what’s the use?
Somebody said that love is blind,
Well I see clearly-desire set in mind.
I can’t be broken by the things that you do,
I can’t be shaken cuz all I want is you.
I feel so insane, I feel so unsafe,
I feel like I am out of place.
Putting you thru what I did was wrong,
So oppressed by everything going on.
I said I was sorry and I owe it to you,
To make up the burden, to call it a truce.
And what if I said I loved you,
You really don’t care about that truth.
I can’t get you out of my head,
Missing you in my life would leave me dead.
Honestly, openly-I cannot tell a lie,
You hurt me bad but I still will be walking by.
Another Day
May 23 2001
How I long to put that past aside,
Go on ahead with nothing to hide.
I want to be with you,
Becuz I know that you are true.
I can’t believe how enjoyable you are,
Almost always twinkling like a star.
How I wish you would look at me,
And know my mind and thoughts entirely.
Your smile is like gold, your laugh even better,
Your face is unmatchable to any other.
I like how you act all the time,
No matter the day, you are always fine.
These feelings I thought I’d never have,
Are appearing ever-rapidly to me.
I can’t wait to see you,
Tomorrow and the day after too.
I really want to be with you always,
A bright shining face and heart that never sways.
Sweet dreams to the girl who’ll never see me,
How I see her and doesn’t know her heart entirely.
Another day is tomorrow,
Another day for my feelings to grow.
Beautiful Night With You
Apr 2627 02
Moonbeams dance on the edges of your hair,
Lighting a beautiful face-I can only stare.
I don’t know what to say when you look at me,
My heart just melts, melts into eternity.
Looking above I see a shooting star,
How I love you for who you are.
I’m so dazed in this love for you,
Cannot be shaken or torn loose.
Gazing into celestial heavens, planets align,
For you I gladly lay my heart on the line.
I would take you any day over the treasures of the Earth,
Would gladly take your over life, over my next breath.
I’d give my life just to see you every day,
You are so special, so favorable in every way.
The cold air of night is coming in,
My love for you warms me.
Searching, trying to be your heart within,
You, my love-are all I see.
So close to me, you look like an angel,
So close to me, I lose my mind.
I would sit like this until the day I die,
Or until the Maker clips my wings to fly.
It doesn’t matter what happened all night,
As long as I’m with you, it’s alright.
When I look at you it takes my breath away,
Your beauty grows more and more day after day.
I love your eyes; I love your smile,
I love to reach for your hand when you let me.
The moonlight is all that lights your face,
Your emotion of love and care, any day I’d embrace.
So I’m sailing in the sky of beautiful emotion,
An ocean of my love for you, my devotion.
My heart is on fire with this desire,
To be with you, to put it down to the wire.
It was worth the pain to see you care,
Worth the pain, to see you’re there.
Lets fly away into tomorrow,
When with you, I know no sorrow.
Hurry! The sun peaks over the hill,
Light of day-your face, a thrill.
Dark Sky Bright Star
November 7 2002the night is young, the night is free
come on and run away with me
you see the stars up in the sky
life is ours, we're never gonna die
we are, we are the children of the night
and this night is ours
dark sky bright star
how i've wondered what you are
an angel of heaven fallen down to me
you've come to set my spirit free
the moon shines bright over our heads
your whispers echo, sweet words you've said
through the years and through the tears
let us throw away all of our fears
there's no getting away from love
we're gonna be together forever
dark sky bright star
how i've wondered what you are
an angel of heaven fallen down to me
you've come to set my spirit free
we've been in the dark and in the light
still my heart holds unto this love so tight
every smile, all the beauty you bring
this love my soul longs to sing
all you reflect is all i desire
just hold onto love
Daybreak Morning Anthem
(May72002*)
Daybreak morning, grey to pink,
Darkness shattered, moon to sink.
Stars disappear behind bright sunshine,
To see your face, I am sublime.
Bluebirds sing and robins too,
Of the beauty inside of you.
Always smiles, always beautiful,
No one, nothing compares to you…
Dreaming of You Tonite
May 29 01
I don’t care about today,
I don’t care about yesterday.
I care about tomorrow,
Leave behind the scars and sorrows.
I look forward at the sun,
Forgetting about past things done.
You are so precious,
So much more and nothing less.
Hate me if you want,
Expect more love just to haunt.
I’d do anything for you,
This love so deep, growing and ever new.
You don’t care about me,
That pushes me on entirely.
There is nothing in you to turn me away,
No matter what you could do or say.
I’ll dream of you tonite,
With no one but you in sight.
I forget the rest when I see you,
No one is more fairer or true.
Treat me how you will,
I will love you even still.
I expect nothing from you,
Just know that I am true.
Always determined, look for your beautiful face,
All across the world for you I’d chase.
dreams of splendor
open my eyes and then i see
you're so much more beautiful
than i ever imagined
the day is fresh in my eyes
and desire is still a flame alive
seems like yesterday was the day
when you stole my heart away
i remember those days so crystal clear
out above the clouds to steer
every night dreaming of precious you
and of a life together so true
time stood still, we were in love forever
still in my heart these dreams i treasure
shooting comets and stardust-streaked skies
underneath the stars this night we lie
and the moon shone as silver as we danced so sweetly
running through moonlit pastures so freely
you look so beautiful tonight
please rest here forever in my sight
look deep into my eyes, deep into my soul
my one and only desire to have you to hold
then my dreams fade into reality
and i realize that it was never me
but a reflection of one placed there before
too late echoes upon your closed door
so i hold on waiting in hopes for you
these my dreams of splendor for you
Eternity
Nov 1 02
In her eyes she holds the stars
She looks just like an angel from Heaven
Off in her world oh so far
That I wish I could live in
She's so beautiful, I wish I could hold her
To hold her close for all of time
I will love her forever and ever
That girl of beauty will be mine
And I know that when I'm with her
She takes me to that perfect world
I know that this is forever
She's the one that one and only special girl
I wish that I could be that very one for her
To have her as my love, my darling
I would be the luckiest guy in the world
To have her love everlasting
Forever and Ever
May 24 2001
Don’t trust me,
Don’t believe me.
Hopefully,
In time you’ll see,
That I’m for real,
And that I will wait.
Time isn’t an issue,
But a lasting love is.
So let me in,
Inside your wonderful world.
I can’t hurt you,
I can’t leave you.
I’m so alone and
I know I need you.
So please won’t you think,
Before you say goodbye to me?
I pray this love,
Won’t grow cold.
I want it to last,
Forever and ever.
Give me a chance,
I’ll prove my love is true.
i don’t want to (live without you)
may 26. 02
i love you darling
hard to breathe
choking on my tears
my heart is broken
my eyes are teary
can’t think straight
i can’t go on.
i don’t want to
live without you.
face down crying
replaying memories
in my mind
lying on my bed
drowning in my tears
i want you so bad
i’d give up everything
i try to offer love
you give me hate
you reject and destroy
but still i love you
i can’t walk away
even tho you drive me away
i love you thru
good bad happy sad
i love you every day.
I Need You Forever Girl
April 14 02
I’m looking for you,
Searching for the truth,
Running thru the night,
Running out of sight.
There is no word you can say,
To change my mind or to sway.
How you talk, how I feel,
These five words I say are real:
I need you forever girl…
I push on thru the trees,
I stand alone in the eve,
Watching the moon sail in the sea,
A far-stretched ocean above me.
Where am I to go darling?
When you drive me away from everything?
It’s enough to drive a man mad,
When you get me so down, so sad.
In the morning of sky-blue pink,
I lose my mind, I start to sink.
Cuz I know…you are running, running away (from me!)
And the day is dying, dying away (into me!)
Time has settled, the course set,
Lie down and forget, just to regret.
Testing misery chips me away every day,
If you don’t watch, I’ll slip away.
Can you see me? See my light here,
Keep it; hold it-let me dry your tears.
How you talk, how I feel,
These five words I say are real:
I need you forever girl…
Something tells me that you are weak,
When you come back to me again to speak.
Stay away or stay here with me,
A choice to be made let it be.
Tell me why you can’t decide,
Whether to stay here or hide.
*i wish*
6 May 2003
i wish I could look into your eyes
and make you see the things i do
to make you see where the beauty lies
deep inside the heart of you
i wish i could take you by the hand
and make you see my love for you
my one and only desire to let you understand
to let you know my love is true
i wish that i could take your heart
and show you all the love i have
without you girl tears me apart
and leaves my heart oh so sad
if i could have but just one wish
i would wish that you’d let me love you
i know your heart is frayed, you’re scared
but let me do this for you
in the light of your beauty
nov 5 2002
the land of dreams and land of shadows-
slipping off among the unknown
the sea of faces turn to black
yet one face has remained
i see your face of perfection
all you reflect is pure beauty
your quiet eyes bring peace
to my cold soul within
your cute smile so inviting
to the warmth of your very self
your words are comfort
to my wounds still bleeding
all you are becomes my world
nothing compares to the value of you
this love so pure burning deep
i'm leaving behind all dreams, aspirations
forever you are all i desire
your eyes are so beautiful
through them i see your soul
let me hold your hands
to show you what love is
give me a chance to prove
that peace of mind prevails
that hollow lives of some
overlook the scars and pains of you
let me heal your wounds
to transform your pain to love
know i am here to catch you
if only you'd jump to my arms
my arms still are reaching, reaching wide
and this love of mine refuses to die
the candle lit everlasting
the flames forever bright
In Wonder of You Ap202
You’re beautiful-that’s for sure,
Let me back into your world…
I can see further than the smile on your face,
Or the love I felt in your embrace.
It is my desire to get lost in you,
To lose my mind in the wonder of you.
The clocks are ticking; I might be winding down,
Please could you help free me of this frown?
Girl-you have no idea what a miracle you are,
When God created you, He created the brightest star.
The sun is peaking from out the clouds,
Rain is holding off, your radiance alone is allowed.
A glimmer of hope I find in you now,
I was fading, now I’m running back somehow.
Beauty cannot define all that I see,
A description like that needs all of eternity.
You are the only one that can cure me of the pain,
Let me be in your presence-to cleanse the stain.
I want to treat you like the princess I did before,
To see you laughing and smiling, covering the scars.
When you came back to this life of mine,
You proved to be the only girl I’d chase for all of time.
I’m almost out of breath, I cannot run anymore,
I waited a second; I’m back to love you more.
Did anyone ever take the time to say,
That you are worth every second of every day?
It is true; no one is like you at all,
While others fall it is you that stands up tall.
Gold has no meaning, diamonds pale too,
In comparison to the value of you.
Interface Interrogation:
29.Mar.02(20)
InputBox prompt:= “Do you love me?”, _
Title:= “Please Answer The Question”, _
Buttons:= vbExclamation + vbYesNoCancel
Private Sub lblLoveSong Click()
String As [(It is a question that I must ask of you,
If you could let your heart on the line.
I love you with the love of purity,
My desire is for your heart’s security.
Let me in, I’m cold outside,
For you I’m hanging on, to survive.
Love-it is a mystery to me,
You are the best answer that I see.)
Programmed to be in love with a girl like you,
Trapped in misery and I’m trying to escape too.>
(My eyes are going numb; my hands are freezing cold,
Questioning this interface until I grow old.
My wires are starting to wear, hardware is rusted,
I am alone in this cyber playground so distrusted.
BASIC, C++, Visual Basic there is no logic, no reason,
When there are firewalls I just break through them.
Tearing down walls of confusion, hate, and fighting,
Fighting towards the middle, source of power for flying.)]
End
End Sub
(Invisible Man)
May3, 2001.
I am looking from afar,
At you, a morning star.
Rising in the east,
Filled with love and peace.
I wish you could see me,
For who I really am.
I wish you could see me,
And treat me like a man.
I’ve tried to be the sweetest,
As much as possible.
Everytime I am defeated,
Running out of a mind to lose.
Abused and I crying,
Talking, not getting anywhere.
Just because I’m invisible,
Doesn’t mean I’m invincible,
You take me for granted I swear.
I really have feeling on the inside,
The deepest ones are the hardest to hide.
I’m not Superman or Spiderman,
I think I can win but I guess no one really can.
What would it take to steal your heart?
Or to stop you from breaking me apart?
You’re beautiful even though you’re cruel,
Wish I could go back and change all your rules.
I’ve made you sad, I feel so unkind,
I can handle only so much, can’t rewind.
Feeling the weight of the world on my back,
Feeling weight shift, about to collapse.
I want to run to you but I don’t wanna fight,
Don’t want to be invisible, want you in my life.
Love
may19. 02
I used to think love was imaginary,
But then I met you.
Used to think life was ordinary,
But it was then I saw you.
No other eyes have captured me,
No other peace has touched my soul.
When I see you, I don’t know-
I lose my mind somehow, and my control.
You are my dream girl,
Perfect for my dream world.
I love everything about you,
Nothing can taint the truth.
I’ve been high and I’ve been low,
Looking for that girl, that girl that knows,
That everything will be fine while with me,
A love like mine can never leave,
I’m surrendered my heart to you,
Trying so hard, with everything to lose.
You are a perfect sunset on the beach,
In my world, you are far from least.
I’d like to see inside your mind,
A girl like you is hard to find.
I love you so much more than you’ll ever know,
You are so perfect, and in every way it shows.
First thought on my mind at night,
And morning time come, you are the first sight.
Please don’t drift away if I wake,
I love to see you, and for you I’ll stay awake.
Mr. Mailman
June 5th 02
Mr. Mailman, could you take this letter,
And give it to my long lost love?
Could you send my love to her forever,
Reminding her she is as pure as a dove?
Would it be too much to ask,
If she would reply to my heart’s call?
I know it’s another job or task,
But I need her most of all.
You should see that look in her eyes,
It would leave you without a word to say.
If you felt my rejection, you’d want to die,
I’ll love that much more every day.
One Way Bittersweet
May 15 01
I say hello to today,
And goodbye yesterday.
Today’s a good day to change,
Don’t have to stay the same.
Can’t be livin’ on a one way street,
Sometimes it’s good, others it’s bittersweet.
I’m coming down your way,
Just to say, I’m here to stay.
You got to know I’m here for you,
No matter what you’re going through.
One Wish
April 27 02
If I had one wish,
One wish in the world,
I’d wish for your love,
Your care-for you girl.
I want to be with you,
For the rest of my life,
Nothing is more true,
And nothing is more right.
One wish in the world…
I would spend it on you.
One wish in the world…
All I want is to be with you.
If I had one wish,
One wish to be heard,
I’d give up my life and my soul,
To have you girl-to have and to hold.
My love runs endless with you next to me,
I feel such devotion, I cannot leave.
I’ve watched from a distance,
I’ve stood against resistance,
Still I have that…
One wish in the world…
I would spend it on you.
One wish in the world…
No one else in view.
I love you more than you know,
Darling, I try so hard to show.
You make my life that much better,
I want to love you forever.
No matter how many times you fall,
In my mind you stand tall.
You’ve never been second best,
Always and forever, first and nothing less.
I can’t believe you aren’t a dream,
Sometimes reality isn’t what it seems.
Rainbow After The Sun
June 17 02
I’ll cherish forever your memory,
Where I am, there you will be,
Through the forests, and trees,
Through heat of day, the cool eve,
While I lay awake at night,
Watching the dawn of tomorrow’s light,
Going crazy in all the madness,
Sitting alone in my sadness.
Alone in all the thoughts,
You’re still sooo beautiful,
Forgetting times we’ve fought,
I still want you.
Lying hands closed in a cold sweat,
Visions of all the times eyes met,
Your eyes are a flame so alive,
To see them again I’ll survive.
It’s bittersweet, all the times we’ve had,
Regardless of it all, I want you so bad.
Every time I see you, it’s a beautiful day,
In a love so deep, I’m swept away.
Even though you make me cry at times,
In this love I still lie blind,
Staring at all the beauty in space,
All I can see is your face.
Look upon me, I will cherish you forever,
You can be my girl through fire,
through rain,
through the never…
You are a piece of heaven here on earth,
You were never second place but first.
I lose my breath staring at you,
An angel of beauty, angel of truth.
Wrap me up in your arms till the end of age,
Calm my hands of wrath and rage.
You are my rainbow after the storm,
Light in the dark to free me of harm.
Reflection of Silence
3 June 2003
Silence
Inside I hear a voice
That echoes in my head
Words off of your lips
Your sweet voice, never to forget
Alone in my mind
I wander off to the clouds
This here my place to think
When the heavens allow
Reflection
The scattered portraits of you
True essence of beauty you are
The colour of your eyes are forever
Your face to stay no matter how far
I will delight in your memory
In my heart you I will treasure
And when the morning sun shall rise
The silver moon shall set yet not upon you
Devotion
Never will my mind fade
Or turn the page to conclude
You are my destination I will arrive
My one and only dream to come true
Quiet whispers alone in the dark
Your skin so silently I touched
You promised the stars, I granted the moon
Now all I have is my love
If that’s enough for you
Here I stand Forever
Sea
April 18, 2002
The calm, cool breeze blows in at night,
Calm, cool breeze, I think I see the light.
The moon enthroned, the stars in place,
In sweet dreams I see your face.
The most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen,
And I’d watch forever-this vision, this dream.
Come on darling, come on girl, take my hand,
Let’s run through the shadows on the sand.
The starry night hangs above us now,
I hope this moment never dies somehow.
I’d like to love you if you’d let me try,
I’d like to wipe away the tears from your eyes.
Come let us get away just you and me,
Turn my dreams into reality.
Peace falls over my head as I sleep,
This memory I’ll hold forever, I’ll always keep.
I never wanna wake up cuz you’re with me,
You’ll never be gone-in my sight eternally.
My eyes stay shut so I can stay a little longer,
And to be here with you, I’m that much stronger.
The sun rises higher, reality peaks in,
The morning rises, high tide in coming in.
We’re walking on the boardwalk, hands together,
I’ll hold onto you tight-loving you forever.
I’ve made the choice; I will never let go,
Possibilities endless for love to show.
Even if you leave me to the sea to die,
My heart will ache for you, I’ll never deny:
The love I have inside for you that I cannot hide,
Even when the ocean crashes, leaving me below the tide.
Or even if I’m lifeless, lifeless in the sea,
Your face in my mind, when life passes from me.
shine on through.
6 april 2003
my heart beats anew
know i've been here before
seems like so long ago
since i felt so close
i know where you've been
been you're furthest and closest friend
my heart just breaks to see you crying
wish i could just hold you instead of trying
cry, just cry on my shoulder
i'm here forever for you to
just whisper your words in my ear
i'll hear your every word, take away your every fear
when the season of heart grows cold
and when it feels as if you got to let go
pray that God's angel will comfort you
and by His grace you'll shine on through
the nights grow longer and the tears sting more
you've heard this song, you've been here before
there's always tomorrow when today doesn't come thru
we all know life isn't fair and leaves you so confused
try to remember all the good times you've had
please don't cry, it kills me to see you so sad
let me kiss away the tears, let me take away the stain
know that i'm here for you to be your best friend
when the world has turned it's back on you
and when you find the closest abandon too
take comfort in me, i'll make it all better
and be the one who stands by your side forever
when the season of heart grows cold
and when it feels as if you got to let go
pray that God's angel with comfort you
and by His grace you'll shine on through
days of grey disappear into the sun
and everyone knows that you're the one
a girl who filled with grace and beauty
can be everything a girl could ever be
i say these words from deep within my soul
my hand is outstretched for you to hold
on your darkest night i'm your shining star
yet i'll never wander away from where you are
your words don't fall on deaf ears
been listening for all these years
so glad to be the one here for you
to love and be loyal and to be true
Sont des mots qui vont tres bien ensemble
30 May 02
i love your face so true
i see you now nighttime
light your candle in the window
lead me to your door
desperate am i for you
hungry like a wolf
for your heart your love
kill me with your sweetness
let me drown in all that is beautiful
take away my senses
whisper words i need
delicate lips you have
i desire all that is you
passing moment i fade-i drift
nighttime wanderer no one loves
i look in your window
your smiles are kisses
the moon lights my eyes
with desire for you
clouds pass i fall
music your voice i hear
soothing thoughts you sing
desperate calmness peace i find
in your arms
wild animal struck down
brought in by you
lift my spirit
i live in the dungeon
protect my soul from the keeper
i don’t know anyone
you are my love please stay
don’t walk on i’ll freeze
your love is warmth
blanket on my cold heart
light the fire it flickers so
no hope to live
i can’t survive
your love is vital
i need death
i strive for your life
you are my inspiration
all that heaven is
and i can be
all that you ever wanted
double vision cold fog takes me
chain around hands and heart
mystic silence breaks me
can’t you see how
i thirst for life?
where is your light?
spirit the soul you give
plain sunshine light above
you’re all i value
past tense future all now
out of reach somehow
elusive but i try to catch
the butterflies that fly
peace and love the dove
is white for purity
can’t think so hard
thoughts rush
like a river
love comes
like a flood
you run faraway
and i bleed
no one cleans my wounds
they give me only salt
scary phantoms running here
telling me why
i need to fear
blues skies break for dawn
clouds sunshine so clear
you are all my life
peace sunshine and rest
restoration painted rainbow
i seek only for gold
light switch on and off
passing down the reign of fire
blue and white calm and sweet
the face of you so bittersweet
beautiful all that i desire
your face in clouds above
something died when you left
will you come back?
i live in darkness
i see your candle
you flicker but come back
wind slowly blows out the flame
plume of smoke grey and back
black like sin my soul
redeem me now i ask
don’t hold my heart so careless
it’s broken please heal it
i am a puppet
in the black hands
doing what i ought not
because my love
fears all of me
am i that undesirable?
have i scarred your soul?
i fear the end
yet i walk towards it
you are my last hope
i embrace your sunshine
epic is all i do
dancing with disaster
sunshine comes and fades
dark casts out what remained
with you i face
the rocks of the mountain
i reach the edge
looking down
so far so soon
on the brink
blow your kisses
not to the air
but to my heart
if i say goodbye
will you say
not yet?
or will you push
me off the edge?
can i come back
or do i reek
with misery with death?
should i jump?
lightning flashes background
underground within
sun black stars down
i love you
but it doesn’t matter
my love is like sand
in an hourglass
slipping away and so is
my life today
without hope i die
bird in a cage
without you i die
help me please
Space
Sept 16 2002
There's something about you
Something in your eyes
In the words of truth
Quietly I realize
Another day, you take me away
To that place you found
Where I can never stay
Among the silence of sound
Worlds apart
But time stands still
Ending to start
You are my thrill
I feel like I'm dreaming
When you come back
So endlessly seeming
Slowly to black
Where are the stars
In this resting place?
Standing oh so far
Because we're standing in space
Sweet Dreams…
May 24, 02
You’ve set my soul at ease,
Make me realize you’re all I need.
I need you more than the air I breathe,
You are my peace, my everything.
Life is so perfect while with you,
There’s no one so perfect or true.
Something happened the day we met,
A love so pure, I’ll never forget.
Happened slowly over years of three,
I lost my heart and mind to your beauty.
The only true wonder that I’ll ever see,
Who changed my heart, completed me.
I can never walk away from her,
When you’re close, I feel stronger.
Death cannot separate the memories,
Your love, your life will set me free.
Without you, I’ve got a hole inside,
No one to trust or to confide.
I love you now more than ever,
I’ll dream of you until forever.
And when our days are gone and I’m upset,
Your face alone and care, I won’t forget.
You are so sweet, you are so kind,
Only in you, I find peace of mind.
Dreams, sweet dreams,
Floating over me.
Dreams, sweet dreams,
The love I have, the face I see.
I’m so in love with you,
And there’s nothing I can do.
A love I’m falling right into,
I’ll never get over you.
You’ve brought me peace and happiness,
Transformed heart to love no one less.
I get so high off of these feelings,
My heart inside, I start revealing.
You are the meaning to my soul,
This love has overrun all control.
If I you could love me like I love you,
My love could get no more complete or true.
Dreams, sweet dreams,
Sing so sweetly.
Dreams, sweet dreams,
From slumber to reality.
The Beauty of You
May 17 02
My love is all I have to give,
I wish, my darling that you would forgive.
I think about you every day and night,
To see your face is my delight.
Trapped beneath this wake of sorrow,
Without you there is no tomorrow.
I hear your voice singing in the trees,
I hear your voice calling after me.
Looking to the sky, I see your face,
Beauty’s reflection, strung out in space.
In early morning, at time of dawn,
My dreams are faded but not too long,
It is when I see your face again,
I’m reassured I’ll love you until the bitter end.
To be there in the ups and downs,
To kiss your tears and change your frown.
I would do anything for you,
Don’t doubt it cuz it’s true.
I will do everything for you,
Please believe that I love you.
My love is burning like a flame,
Tell me; tell me, who’s to blame?
It’s your fault I love you,
My heart can’t resist the beauty of you.
I’d love to see you smile again,
To raise my hopes, to be my friend.
I want you girl and I need your love,
And to me you mean the world.
You are so pure, perfect, wonderful,
No one but you that I’d love.
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t sacrifice,
No wrong that I won’t make right.
You are my meaning, my everything,
You an angel, sweetheart, darling.
Coming down to a close of words,
Don’t be mistaken-let me in your world.
The Birds Still Sing
March 20, 02
Every day and every night,
You’re in my mind, in my sight.
I love to look into your eyes,
And when I do, it’s this I realize:
I think I love you, I think I do,
I don’t waste my time when it’s on you.
Wishing you knew how much I care,
I would try but I don’t dare.
I’m afraid of you and the words you say,
But words aren’t bullets and I can’t be swayed.
When we fought, I used to cry,
Fell from the sky, forgot how to fly.
Broken bird with broken wings,
Still has a beautiful song to sing.
I am not the wisest, you know it well,
You took my hand and then you fell.
I wanted to pick you up off the ground,
To hear your voice-the golden sound.
Love is something I am working at everyday,
A restoration of mind and heart decay.
Been through a lot and now I’m coming back,
Never want another fight, not a blind attack.
I think I love you, I think I do,
I’ll keep working until you know it’s true.
Turned away but my desire still burns,
You pushed me away, I can’t turn.
Attraction’s working on year number four,
I’d go thru another just to know you more.
I’ve taken for granted all that you are,
Forgot the meaning of the brightest star.
No more chances, you just don’t care,
Heart’s so divided; I’m still there.
Three words I said just before,
Three words that I just can’t ignore.
Thinking Of You Tonite
May 6, 2001
I wanna hold your hand so tight,
No matter how many times we fight.
I love the person that you are,
Thinking of you under the stars.
No matter how far the distance,
Between us may be, this here’s my stance:
I will forgive you even when I’m dyin’,
Persevere with joy, not even cryin’.
As this nite is turning to day,
My words stay true; won’t even fade away.
I could spend all day staring at your face,
So beautiful, even better is your embrace.
Probably thinking were not meant to be,
That’s where I tend to disagree.
Glad to know that you’re here,
Hold my hand; let’s walk with nothing to fear.
I get these feelings over again it’s true,
Remember I’m standing here waiting with love for you.
Amazed because I thought you were gone,
Could never lose you again for long.
We’ve got to be there for each other,
Even when it’s rough and you long for an end.
This Love I Found
Apr 2nd 02
You’re beautiful-that’s for sure,
Hidden inside is much more.
I see past the smile of your face,
The love I found in your embrace.
Back in the day when I met you,
You stole my heart with my love too.
All I want to do is be by your side,
To be close to you and in me confide.
Love is a very strong word,
Which is why I am absolutely sure.
I’ve stuck around just to say,
I love you in very single way.
A day is lacking if you are gone-
My heart cannot sing it’s hopeful song.
I like to look into your eyes,
To get lost in them and realize,
How special you are, how sorry I am,
I want to hold you and to understand.
I gladly give away my heart to you,
Because you have earned it faithfully and true.
Walking Around Blind
May 24 2001
I don’t know if my words change,
A thought inside your head.
I probably seem to you strange,
And might as well be dead.
But I’m not. I’m here.
For you when you need me.
There’s nothing in the world to fear,
Cuz my love will make it disappear entirely.
Hold my hand,
We’ll fly.
Hold my hand,
Just you and I.
I don’t want to hurt you,
I desire to be there when needed most.
There is nothing in this world I wouldn’t do,
To prove I’ve got love and am more than a ghost.
Tell me when you want me gone,
I don’t want to be a burden on your mind.
Let me know and I’ll be going along,
Walking around without you, blind.
I want to hold your heart,
With my loving care.
I want this to start,
Never going back there.
when she calms the storm.
april 28 -02
the whipping wind, the trees are wild
clutched white hands are of the child
i feel the wind, i feel the rain
stingingness of driving pain
i feel the rumble, i see the light
the forked lightning does do strike
clouds are racing across a sky
the dark has come for us we hide
living day, the living night
see you hiding out of sight
you cant stand to be in this
in the midst of it all just to remiss
it feels dark, it feels cold
the dark feet of the man of gold
tongue of fire licks down at the world
to cause corruption we have it, we heard
predestined plans we meet, we see
and then he laughs, he consumes me
with words of death he says:
fire in the sky
you're gonna die
coming down now
you choke-no sound
lift your face out of the mud
you bit your lip-you’re out of blood
take up your hands you cut each day
you try too hard to pass away
rid your mind of the thoughts of these
if you try too hard you wont succeed
the illusive phantom runs above me
to the pit into the dark sea
the toothy smile of the reaper
finds me scared i cant reach her
she is trapped in history
wrapped up back where i cant be
i try to free her of the memory
i am calling for her to victory
i do rise and i do fall
i stand to regain it all
what has happened i cant go back
my heart, this flood-a heart attack...
counter reformation of dislocation
back again to my love's location
we hold hands, he cuts us down
he knifes my back without a sound
i'll love her still no matter what goes on
demons drink of the blood, sing the victor's song
i hear the ghosts, i hear the dead
voices chanting in the back of my head
please free me, release my chains
please love me, do ease my pain
symbolic message of love and strife
in the midst of my stormy life
i love you girl i want you here
please love me like i do need
your presence and the words you say
strip my pain, my guilt all away
i want you here for all my days
when i die, your vision wont fade
so when i say my last words so quietly
i want you to be there with me
the storms may come i stand strong
i have loved you just like all along
you are faithful and you are kind
you calm my insanity, I’ll leave it all behind
peace to me when i do sleep
my visions, my dreams in you i sleep
fire in the sky is put out, the light has run
the sun peaks again before nightfall come
pink touches black it replaces hate
with a life, a love that i can relate
i die, i live, i'll try to forgive
i think i'll be getting better
when it's dark outside i think of you
when it's dark i love you forever
and with candles lit, your face i see
i need you, your love, for eternity
Yours Truly,
April 2802
This love in my heart,
I’ll hold it forever.
You are an angel,
You are a dove,
Light of heaven sent to me,
I hope to see your face again.
When I lose touch with reality,
It is your face in my mind.
You are all that I see,
I want you to hold me.
Yours truly,
I still want you.
Yours truly,
My desire stands true.
Darling, I’m cold,
This world chills me.
When I’m alone,
I think of you.
Your heart I desire,
My love, a fire.
Everyone left me for broke,
No one cared ‘til you spoke.
You are the one that I want,
You are the one I’ve always looked for.
And this I’ve looked for…
Well, it’s called love.
When I look for an angel,
I don’t have to look above.
God’s grace I see,
All I need, in front of me.
You lift my soul,
You lift my hopes,
Your voice alone,
Is the one I hear,
That voice of hope.
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